So here I am. It's just short of 4 months since Grace passed, and I have decided to set up this blog to connect to others (way too many others) who have had the devastating experience of stillbirth.
We're getting by. This weekend was especially difficult. We were moving furniture around and had to move the car chair and pram. My husband still refers to everything as Gracie's chair, Gracie's room etc. As much as we had so many plans for Gracie, and she was (and still is) such a huge part of our lives, I am moving to a place where I can't continue to associate Grace with all the material things intended for her. For me, it's just not helpful and serves as a constant reminder of what should have been instead of what is.